Push Hard Push Fast

What is so difficult in understanding that the protocols for First Aid and CPR have changed? Why is it that I get challenged each time I am asked, or need to bring it up. I have better things to do than make up changes in life saving skills, folks. It's not like a " Hey Natalie made a funny moment by lying about techniques" ... If you think you had to adjust and are put out because of it during your training every three years try living it or teaching it. There's an adjustment for you!

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Sorry - had to vent!

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I'm ready for this heat to end. I never wished for the summer to come which gives me the right to complain. Kind of like when you vote you have a right to bitch. I hate heat. I hate humidity. I hate that I am so self conscious I can't not wear an effing jacket with short sleeves so my own idiocy makes me feel as though I am one step away from bursting into flames.
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Today I spoke with a gent from the "other funeral home" ... ;) I'll give a shout out to him for keeping me occupied through out the day via text msgs. and facebook. What an entertaining guy! Just more proof that funeral folk are good folk ;)
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I had my interview with Literacy. It went exceptionally well - however, tomorrow morning I will send out my "Thank you for your time, but it won't work" letter. The ladies were nice. The position fairly easy to fill - volunteer coordinating is quite easy... But, the flexibility is few and far between - and its hard for me to say no to courses and such with will give me more pay in the long run. I'll still help out literacy in the long run for events and such - but the position is not for me. I still have my fingers crossed for the one coming up in August. It's with Autism and way over my head but I apparently sold myself really well in the cover "novel" letter. If I got that, I would back out of funeral services for a year I guess. Not that I am uber involved in them as it is - other than Celebrance and so on. Who knows - I may stay involved. I just find now more than ever, I'm not as ... Apathetic to the part time world. I don't want to become bitter. It's not a nice colour of me, thats for sure. Maybe I am just thinking about it too much. I should sit back and let the summer happen around me. Leave the cursing and such for when something actually screws up.

I'm exhausted - didn't have much to say but realized I had not posted in a while. Hope all is well with y'all. :)